Prayer

I can't even get myself to open the Bible tonight. I want to, but I am tired, confused, and wanting more.  God is teaching me patience, or something of the sorts, and it's hard.  Especially since well its been about 7 years I've been waiting and its starting to catch up with me.  My heart is breaking; desiring more than just the friendship.

Pray for me please.  Pray that I have patience, and don't get hurt more than I am already.  Only 28 days.  The fact is; I know I won't be able to escape this feeling even in Costa Rica.